18.

take me to the sky

11:35 PM

6:25 PM has ended yesterday beautifully. it's my first rondeau, second concert and my last performance with np band. i'm glad and sad at the same time. the whole eupho section got emotional at the end after debrief. im sorry if i made you all cry yesterday. it wasn't on purpose.

second thing is that i'm happy to hear good responses from the audiences. i've been given the chance to perform with np band. and this is one i enjoyed so much on the day itself. 5th jan was a memorable one. thanks alot.

thanks all friends for coming.
sir huitian weida huiling junren alex zihui yumei sengtat
jt xx liying juvin debbie karrie yuli. (: thanks.
hope you all enjoyed.
thanks for the flower from friends.
thanks for the 'stick' from lulu.
thanks casper for doing the small gift.
thanks rach for the choco.
thanks sy for the letter.
thanks for everything.


i will,
remember the eupho section,
the good friends i made in np band,
continue to wear the section tee,
remember the fun times we had.

10:41 PM so tmr's the day.
probably days that are tied down by practices has come to an end.
and gotta be on stage tmr performing for all.
everything will end tmr. now i wonder, happy or sad for it?
and the section tee's ready. we're wearing it tmr.

i've gotten back only one paper for ct.
result's not as good as i've expected it to be.
kinda disappointing. but i'm making myself work harder after this concert.

i thought there's a couple of factors will make me stay on but somehow, it didn't make me change my mind this time round. ):

1:08 AM happy new year people.

so my new year resolution.
and i really hope i can keep to them.

1. improve my eupho skills.
2. slim down. haha.
3. better gpa, that of course comes with hard work.
4. save money.
5. not neglecting my friends. i think i'm far too busy last year.
6. enjoy myself in whatever i'll be doing la. like i said, i was too busy last year. and things come and go.
7. treat my friends better.
8. confess.


thats all for now. (:

12:12 AM other than band practices for the week,
there were mini-celebration for charissa's birthday and sparks winds concert.


















i like the 2nd half of the performance. haha! (:
and the overall's nice.



and i'm unhappy with certain thing to make me finally decided on leaving. it was a tough decision cos' i know i'm selfish in doing so. but that will solve my problem that may probably drag on in future. i will sit down as a normal member.

it wasn't an easy job. i should be happy since i chose to give it up.

2:04 PM i can barely keep my eyes open. have less than 6 hours of sleep and end up having to leave home early in the morning. promised to turn up for the xmas party at main band ytd. and it was like WOW, so many did not turn up. alumni and mainband looks equal to me. haha, and sir was there so plans for 2008 is almost done up.

not so bad but probably membership will be a prob. i told ivan i dont wanna take any post anymore. every single problem happened again and again. attendance is almost the major one. and if you had any chance to manage a band before, you will know what i meant. anyway, i just hope i can just get away from this. =/ i have unhappiness with certain one thing.

xmas eve was at cousin's house for dinner. haha not so bad. she put in the effort to prepare dinner for us. :D

and band prac in the evening. nap now. bye.

10:20 PM thanks for the xmas gift, peijun
and thanks for the message, yishan. :D

and apparently, i got nothing much to do today.
i repaying back all my sleeping debts.
i slept for long hours today but i bet it didn't help because the accumulated number of hours is HUGE. haha so probably it takes weeks to pay back. but i don't have that much time to spend on sleep.
went to visit didi today. he'll stay strong. i'll not update too much here.


Happy Birthday LT! Happy 19(:


and usual practices, inclusive of additional practices resulted in my loss of holidays.

27th December (Thursday) 6.30pm-9.30pm
28th December (Friday) 10.00am-5.00pm
29th December (Saturday) 1.30pm-4.30pm (As Requested by Mr Tan)
31st December (Monday) 6.30pm-9.30pm (As Requested by Mr Tan)
2nd January (Wednesday) 6.30pm-9.30pm
3rd January (Thursday) 6.30pm-9.30pm

give me a call or msn me for tickets! (:



sometimes when you're in a certain situation, in need for yourself to prioritise and weigh the importance of certain event to attend. how would you go about prioritising them?

2:17 PM okay im back with all the updates.
im kinda tired to update.

first thing first, is nick's chalet that's due ages. haha.
there were quite few people but i think its alright.
i was super late cus i went for moulmein concert before that.
sorry for staying for just awhile.







and the I&E BBQ was a success.
thanks for coming. :D
peijun, eldon, welan, jeff, deric, andre, peter, engyong, huanjie, kendrick, wyetuck, jiahui, sweekek, jingshun, kenny, pangngee, yishan, azizah, shilah, siqi.
the whole event went on quite smoothly. the only thing is the weather.
we set up our portable bbq pit at canteen2.
everything ended at around 1130. met dad at eunos and went home after.


edmunds. haha, eh shan, goodies hor..










and mahjong at jt's house after like 182743 months.
i cant remember the last time i played mahjong. haha.
and i've yet to play with my poly friends. *AHEM.
food was little but overall was nice.
the tidbits filled me up after that too.
haha we'll make our way up again next time!
this is also my first time watching star awards with friends.
i usually watch at home. haha.

met liting huitian and weida for dinner! haha.
for like so long i didn't see lt.
and the dinner at 85 was nicee.
just hope there'll be more free time for meetups.

rondeau camp from 17/12 to 19/12. i did not even stay for one night.
went off for sinseh appointment the next day.
and ended up not able to go for day2.
back there on day3.
two more weeks to concert!

and was section bbq yesterday. celebrated birthday for casper too.
hope you enjoyed. haha. :D
and PJ, you missed the fun. HAHAHA!







supposed to wake up early this morning to send ginny off.
and i woke up like super late.
when i called her she has already went in.
so sorry. see you when you're back (: hahah.


we probably have to be in other's shoes in order to know how others feel about certain matters.

11:50 PM sorry no photos for this entry.
next one next one. hahah. im in my lazy mood to post up photos.
anyway the BBQ was fun. the BBQ was great! hahah.
thanks all friends for coming.

and jt's house for mahjong today!
real long time bo mahjong liao. HAHAH.
like finally. and thanks for the dinner! (:

i'll update in details the next entry.
goodnight.

i miss you,
i want to be like the past.

11:33 PM common tests are over! its partytime!
hahah..
the papers are not very good to me.
i just hope for pass for overall results.
everything just seemed like so unfamiliar,
though i did really study.

and also received great news when i went to see didi.
he can now move. haha. and i asked him to grab my hand.
and he did. he responding well.
and recovering fast! :D
he will do better and claim his meal i owed him. haha.

tmr I&E will go on smoothly i hope.
the weather will be nice and not rain!
gonna be a busy day tmr.

happy birthday casper!
happy (belated) birthday jovan!
happy (belated) birthday sis!
i will update the next post with photos! hahah.
bye. (:

7:48 PM probably should be busy memorising all the details for dcnt tmr.
but i'm taking some time to type something here for awhile.
paper tmr has got lots of things to remember. -.-
good thing's it's in the late afternoon. so at least i can still study in the mrng.

and much preparation for I&E event.
i give no comments.
brain cells partially dead.

ask me for the concert tickets for npband.
details can be seen on the top of my blog. ^^



OI, where are you?
TALK TO ME.

1:59 PM so much of the first paper yesterday.
and of course much disappointment.
and next's on thursday. just hope it will be better then.
the most practical thing is to put words into action and revise through.

i pray for the best this coming saturday for the bbq session.
i pray it doesn't rain.

and my holiday's next week onwards.

15th - I&E event bbq.
17th to 19th - band camp
20th - section bbq
21st - dinner meet up with friends.
22nd - ab prac, np prac, and Klavierensemble concert.
27th - np band.
28th - run through for rondeau xxii.
29th - ab prac, sparkwinds concert.

so far it's like this.
to be happy or sad?
busiest holiday ever.

10:15 PM it's common test now! !@#$%^&*
all busy into mugging for papers, hoping for miraculous results.
with which, much luck is needed too.
out of three, two of them are programming.
and i think it's nuts. cus C# can never get into my head.

sometimes i just don't understand tests and exams.
though i have only three papers this time, it didn't help At All.
haha. cus the papers are partly memorising work.

and december's just as packed as november.
probably cus it's coming to the end of the year.

and i'm sure you guys saw the promotion for the concert. haha.
call me soon! :D before the 17th is possible.


i miss the time together, close.
and i like it that way.
i breathe through the night,
like how you always do.

11:41 PM
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band

Presents

Rondeau XXII

5th January 2008, Saturday
Singapore Conference Hall
Ticket, $10/-

Conductor, Mr Tan Aik Kee


Repertoire:
Olympica
Gallimaufry
Country Gardens
Nessun Dorma from "TURANDOT"
Merry Wives of Windsor Overture

---- Interval ----

Alumni Band items
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star Variations
The Echo Never Fades
Japanese Graffiti X
Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End

Call me for the tickets! :D


8:35 PM and i was so busy on saturday.
supposed to wake up to meet cousins at the market but ended up accompanying dad to douby ghaut. and from bedok to dg back to bedok.
and i was so freaking tired then i went to take a nap. and i over-napped till 115.
was late for band. took train down to school.
and after that rushed down to cousin's house for steamboat session, celebrating grandma's birthday.

stayed overnight with ed, sis and yj. haha. monopoly till 3am and off we went to bed. haha. long time since we touched monopoly and we forgot the rules and all. kept referring to the guide. haha.

when you get the chance to communicate with someone and know him/her better,
you will realise the flaws of the person. but in any time, cus they're your true friends, those will not affect you. and usually, we'll accept for who they are.
but sometimes, it's just unbearable.

on the ligher note,
and congrats matt for clinching the title of mr sp! haha.
wong, enjoy your trip to germany. [:


of all, i feel like listening to this song now. haha.

you never know how it feels like.
it's different.

11:23 PM i hate it when people keep doing last minute cancellation.
i dont like it. i bet no one does.

i've got lesson at 9 to 4 tmr.
there's band tmr.
got to start sending for I&E proj.
nothing much's done so far.
things are on-going every single day, non-stop.

in 2 hours today, i've gone to ubi, toa payoh, macpherson, eunos, back to ubi.
and after that, came home to rest, and visited didi.
he's doing fine. (:
just that it takes time.

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i just hope time will be at my side for this moment.
at the least till the end of feb 2008.
i have plans lined up till there already.
okay maybe i'm exaggerating, but im seriously busy till then.

anyway, common test's timetable.
3 papers.
mpi - 10th dec.
dcnt - 13th dec.
aoop - 14th dec.

and i dislike the retarded venue.
i have got two papers in the sports hall. -.-

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

i might just give up anytime. im so tired of every single thing.

10:30 PM

1:01 PM looks like this november's very happening. be it good or bad.
still happening. things are going round and round. and im spinning like hell.

common test's up in two weeks.
np concert in a month plus.
didi's still in the hosp.
work's not done.

as usual, same - so many things yet so little time.
and i've the urge to skip school every now and then. though i try my best not to.
i told myself to stop skipping lectures and tutorials this sem, but it didn't work. i've skipped aplenty.

i hope i'm abit freer now not holding to the pres post of ab.
but dont worry, i'll try to help you with whatever i can.

8:51 PM i spent almost the whole day at home today. my aunts all came over unplanned. and there's steamboat session for today.

and prayers, worked once again. everything seems to be improving. :D

1:27 AM im into attending concerts these days, probably cos it's secsch holiday thats why there're more concerts coming up. but so far.... the concerts i went got nothing to do with secsch. haha. beautiful sunday disappointed me by full housing before i could even enter. nyp's i went sounded so comfortable sitting there listening to them. and with their vocalists making the concert come to life together w the music. haha. and moulmein's sound was nice tooo. haha. though the sound was little tired. (: anyway enough of concerts.

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school was draggy and time's getting hard to pass. maybe because common tests' coming and there're a few topics not taught yet. i'm getting into the mood of staying at home.

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the prayers did work. everything will be fine. very very soon.
remember, we're staying strong for you, and with you.
you must never give up. i know its tiring.
but you must NEVER give up.
but, like i said, i'm staying strong for you, and with you too.

12:21 AM i'm sure, you're afraid of dark and being alone.
i'm sure, you're feeling terrible.
i'm sure, you're wished to be jumpy once again.
i'm sure, you want your treat right at this min.
i'm sure, you can't wait to punch me at my tummy.
i'm sure, you've not played enough.
i'm sure, you've lots of things undone.
i'm sure, you haven't enjoyed that much bit of life.
i'm sure, you want to grow up faster and be someone successful.
i'm sure, you wouldn't bear to live her and us alone.

i pray, for you.
be strong, with you.

10:27 PM if you have watched Let's Shoot a couple of weeks ago. you might have seen this.



10:25 PM and of course, having pack schedule's all because there are commitments. is it because we choose to have it so packed? looking at the amount of schoolwork and my ever dropping gpa since sem one. not giving enough energy to keep me going for the rest of the day once i finished school. so events and activities after school, i try to have it to as low energy consuming as possible. but given my case now, it seemed like im trying to keep it the lowest, yes, but i just have no energy to keep myself going. even for a short trip like four to five bus stops, my eyes just want to close. and im not even catching up in any of my schoolwork. lessons continue but i seemed to be lagging behind.

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tekong's trip today was so-so. nothing interesting, nothing that bad. cos i'll have to be there in a couple of years to come. and we're there to look look see see. and with talks to introduce this and that to us. and there was this commotion with this i dunno who he is lah.. he cant be expecting people who stays in bedok to go all the way back to ngeeann and travel back again. for those who don't know where we went tekong from, the terminal's at changi. so we just left on our own and i took bus 9 home from there.

anyw, im tired. very tired. to the extent that i want to stay away from everyone for the time being if i can. the problem i can't, cos the lessons in school i've got to attend. but how i wish, i can just stay away from them too.

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the looks into your eyes, how beautiful.

10:28 PM the sunday wasn't at all beautiful. went for the concert esplanade and it's full house. ended up having to leave (of course), and went for lunch. this time my first time ever having seen full house way before the concert started. but nvm lah, there shld have other chances in future listening to them. haha. and there's so many i wished to introduce these days. but do look out for my blog, and you will hear songs. and more songs. (: hahah. went with st, ym, ht, hl and karrie.

my entries are getting shorter and shorter. it caused by regular updates. hahah.
through chats today, i know, yes i know, there are friend who know me more than anyone else. and thats the thing that made my day today. (: thanks.


when you now treat me as your best friend, i'm no longer treating you the same as the past. but walking passed those places, reminded me of you.

6:42 PM anyway i went to school with real few people in class. and i almost fell asleep. haha. went for alumni band prac today. its been three weeks since i last played with them. but i hope i can find more time to play with them. and our dear mr conductor, has plans till 09. haha. work towards it bah(: and, lunch with them and then back home.

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in life, we are always told to make the right decision. so what is considered right? the choice majority votes for is right? the choice that doesn't stand out from the crowd is right? or is it doing something which we think its right, however, against the majority and outstanding from the rest? but when making the final decision, you will definitely choose something you're comfortable with. in certain situations, it didn't allow you to but have to go against it.

11:49 PM facebook's addictive. (:

6:17 PM TOP 2 intro.






8:36 PM there wasn't any problem with my laptop. it was with my settings that lead to the malfunction of my laptop. hahah my bad. anyway everything's fine now. and this whole week's like a holiday to me. hahah. with short days in school, public holiday and what more, skipped school on monday. thats why it seemed so short. but nvm, better than nothing. (:

as i was reading through some of my friends' blogs, things dont seem very smooth for some of them. (: the good will come soon. hahah. so stay happy. everything will be fine. (:

Happy Birthday AHJU!



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these are the stars on the floor. =/ nvm why, but still, it's on the floor. gotta re-sort them once again. if you dont mind, then sort together la.. im okay with sorting it again. hahah (:

1:20 PM i cant possibly come online for the time being. laptop went dead on me once again. yes, its not working again. -.- so i got to get it repaired soon. im using my friend's. yesterday just isn't a damn day. everyone or rather a few of us got fucking irritated by certain things. thats all im saying lah, if not i'll get bombarded later on. that is if you know whats going on, then you'll know. if you dont know whats going on, then you dont know lor.

skipped school yesterday as i couldn't myself out of bed. and this spoilt my plan for friday. actually had the intention of not coming to school since it's public holiday on thursday so why not make a continunous 'holiday' right? but since i missed lesson yesterday, i can only come to school on friday so as not to miss my chance of skipping lessons.

i can skip 7 lectures, 4 tutorials and 4 labs so as not to go beyond the percentage to get debar. hahah. its not counted by me. its posted on mel as a reminder. okay i think im enough here. once my laptop's done then i'll be back. siannnn ):

9:55 PM we had a belated birthday celebration for pj this afternoon. in order not to let her know, we tried our best to make her come earlier and she end up telling me she wont be eating so will be there a bit later. and we got char's help to make her come early. haha, thanks char! :D and also, thanks pj's friend, jac, for telling us which flavour she like. (:













-.- im always the only guy in the photo cos latiff dont attend prac on saturday. and in case you dint know, grace was sick, edmund sy and pj were the tired ones. and rachel seemed energetic and also at that time, rushing for time for her lunch at alumni house. hahah. that is why you dont see us smiling widely, because we've got no energy but PJ, we were really excited to celebrate for you. it's also yiyang's birthday today! Happy Birthday! haha. he deserved a cake so he got one (slice of the cake) too. hahah.

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and the final completion of the starry starry stuff will soon be done. and it was wonderful, with each star having our wishes in them. recalling has been better. and hopefully everything will fall back into place very soon. (:
and if anyone can guess correctly the number of stars inside in bottle, i'll give you a prize. but wait till you can guess it correctly then i'll tell you.



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band practice's getting more fun each practice. confirmation of repertoire and all is going on so far. and coming monday will start the additional practice. (: 62 more days to concert. hahah. seemed near... okay, its near. hahah.. and we stayed back to sort out the stars nicely. and though im saying that school's been busy, days are tiring, not enough time and blah blah blah. i'm attending concertS. hahah.
11th nov - beautiful sunday.
16th nov - nyp.
17th nov - mws.
18th dec - ftp. (still considering)
29th dec - sparkwinds.

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how do you define success? in anything you do, success is?

12:41 AM okay im back home now. it's a rushy day today. first, i was almost late for class and its lab in the morning so i've no choice but to make myself hurry out of home. and i was on time for class. had weemeng and mansur on the train today coincidentally. so we made our way to dover together. gladly there's company today. and two hours break passed fast.

and because of where im studying, i need to rush down for tp band concert. if not, we're gonna be late and so we made it in time. i'll spare you the details and comments of the concert. if not my entry will go on and on. so there's pj, sy, rachel and norain. dinner was with amanda, ht and hl. and ht said that my eye 'shadows' are darker now. -.- its time i sleep more but i just cant find time. and now with additional practice, i'll show you the ultimate eye 'shadow' if it happens to be darker than ever.

im tired, good night.


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that is if things can turn out well.

11:29 PM band prac was far tiring today BUT, the best thing is the new pieces for sight reading were niceee. hahah. (: and of course, i enjoyed prac today cos i focused. aoop tutorial i tell you, sitting there waiting for time to pass. hahah. cos its like, no one knows how to do. so all of us waited. and then three hours' over. hahah!

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Happy Birthday PJ!
hahah, i hope you enjoyed yourself.
seventeen years young. hahah. (:



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i hate this kind of feeling. why cant it just end like that? i can no longer hold it any longer.

10:15 PM i just hope everything will be fine. my first time backing out of a project and start something again. seriously, the project outcome's gonna be fun, very. but its the commitment and many other things needed to be involved so i hope its understandable. and all i can do now is to work on the least time consuming project. i just hope the outcome will be as fun. hahah. its not being fair if i stick to the same group not being able to commit and end up the other members doing the work. so not to have more misunderstandings, this is the best way out.

and i've seen the band blog. three practices a week. mondays, thursdays and saturdays. and i hope i can cope really really well. less of meeting up time, and going out with friends. and oh, did i mention it previously? i've taken a break from alumni band. cos its really too much to take. so i guess i've no choice but to do that too. and if nothing goes wrong, so far i've taken..... 3 months break. i hope it worth the commitment in np band.

i actually thought of giving tmr's lessons a miss. but come to think of it, i'll still have to be in school for band. hahah, so no point skipping them. there's so many wonderful things that made me go for school these days. its tiring, yes, but at least its not sian. (:

i have the mood to pen down everything daily these days. hahah, but its temporary i bet. thats me. good night people!

7:39 PM tomorrow gonna be the last day of october. and then in two months' time (which is not very long), 2007 is ending. bloody fast la.. and coming month of november is filled with concert, concerts and concertssss. so far, i'll be attending tp's and nyp's.

class today was not as boring. i made myself be in class today because i know i've nothing much to complete and indeed, i finished them in half an hour. so i left house around 11. and supposed to meet pj, and she ended up being pulled away by her class. so i waited for lunch mates in the library. (:

and mind just got switched off after lunch. and i did not even listen to the lecture. how wonderful. mind's switched off because 1. it was boring, 2. too tired to concentrate. see, its just excuses for me not to listen in class and ended up chatting and joking behind the class. hahah.

and i hope the project can be compromised eventually and bring it to a smaller scale because i think its too much for us to take. school and other commitments will just kill me cos i've thought it through and it will take up a lot of time just for it. and i guess other classes or groups need not put it that much effort but they can get as good grades. that's called work smart.

so, did you think through the question posted in the previous entry? think hard and there will definitely be something. the next question here is, how do you maintain a good friendship with all your friends?

(and if the words are too small, i give you a suggestion. on the toolbar, click view -> text size -> increase ++. i hope it helps. and yes, it does. haha.)

9:25 PM as usual monday lessons were as usual boring with that dumb three hours lectures after lunch. still, with heavy eyelids and temptations of skipping them, i made it through. thats something surprising. since im not very into skipping lessons this sem, i'd better tell myself not to. cos once it starts, it will go on and on. then i'll have to start queuing for mc at polyclinic and that usually takes up to hours. (:

and had sectionals out of nowhere, it wasnt planned and we decided to have it since we're already up at the clubhouse. and had dinner at can1. the trip home was tiring. i could just slept off if no one talks to me. i think my entries has been bored lately. almost every single entry is about school. its about how lousy my timetable is and how tiring it's been since week one. i'll stop someday, somehow.

and my tagboard's colour has been changed so it has ended its scream. hahah!

whats the thing you did that make your heart beat double?

goodnight!

10:42 PM while i was chatting with yumei on msn this afternoon, she was eating then i think she got hiccups or choked i dont know. and she actually looked like this.



and i had the most fruitful practice yesterday, and also the busiest. the section had only three of us, so we cant slack. other than the usual reading of scores and smsing friends in between, we were also doing other things, continuously. hahah. that made the whole practice passed very fast. and i guess we're almost done. (: we did 4 packets within 3 hours prac! and for the first time, eupho section was so quiet and thats very unusual of us. maybe we should be doing this to keep us quiet every single practice. hahah right?

and sunday is sunday. just nothing unusual. stayed home whole day and i did practically nothing other than gluing both of my eyes on the screens. yes, both comp and tv. i bet i got to spend my sundays this way for the next fifteen weeks or so because i'm already very tired attending school from monday to saturday. i've got no energy left to go anywhere so i'd have to keep sundays for rest. ):

g'night.

11:32 PM practices are never as beautiful without the whole section! hahah. (:













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its only the second week of school and its been tiring. very. trying my best by dragging myself out of bed. and of course, taking my own sweet time to arrive in school and a couple of days late for lessons. its not that i dont have ample resting time. i slept longer hours.

its always nice to have company during long hours break if not it'll just be plain boring and i might even end up skipping lectures and tutorial. anyw, janet and i will keep each other company on fridays.

and yishan, stop bullying me. before i get people to bully you and if it really happen, you might just sit on the floor and cry. HOHOHO.

so far, thats what its been happening. im tired.
starry starry. good night!

10:05 PM and okay of other more relaxed things other than typing about school entry after entry. wong's birthday celebration on the 18th. with all the others! (: and hope you enjoyed. and the present too! haha.




and also, matt's birthday on the 18th too. happy (belated) birthday.


today's didi's birthday! Happy Birthday. we'll meet up after your Os.



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and 2nd aunt's cooking is just of different taste. it tasted very nice. definitely very different from mom's. i like the taste too. hahah. and mom was trying to do a near to perfect huat kueh. so she made it over and over again, for the past week. and of course she cant possibly left everything single one she made at home. hahah, luckily she distributed. if not, i'd have lived on huat kueh for the past week. hahah. funny mom.

other than those i could remember, i'll be moving on my saturdays with ab and npband. though i wished to be present and punctual at both, but still, i've to juggle my time between both and its kind of tiring playing instrument for practically the whole day.

good night.

8:41 PM yesyes, and i made through three days of the lousy timetable. and i'll be having to go through it for the next seventeen weeks. its just tiring. and everyday is laptop day. but so far, its still fun to see familiar faces once again in school. hahah.

anyw, thats all. its about school.
where's the legendary XXIII coming from.
when its time, then.... you'll know. (:

and its definitely difficult to accept the fact that you're nvr gonna be remembered by a friend unless miracle happens. still, it takes time. for it can take ages. the response you received is no longer the same as before.

till here, g'night.

7:04 PM so last week of hols is over. and past 2 days of chalet was greattt. not as many people came but still, its the closeness thats so warming. the jokes and fun was just love. hahah. and thanks all for coming! (: i think a little complain was the food. but still, we'll make sure there'll be better food the next time, if any. hahah. and my sleeps for both nights were just laughing stock. hahah. everything was a little off plan kind of things. but still, i enjoyed very much.

anyw, received a shocking news and came to realise that's just how (ironic) life can be. memories can be lost in a split second when you did not even have to time to stop it from happening. hope you have a speedy recovery! everything will just be fine. you'll be watched over.

ya just if one day im the one who forget anything or anyone.....

my last day of holiday's over.
school's in.
timetable's just lousy.

12:32 AM okay i tell you what, the day and the past days have been bad.

went for dinner here and there with friends, stayed over at cousin's house. this time round i did not miss the stop and alighted correctly. make a trip to school to reinstall the programs for use when school reopens with friends' company. thanks zh, ym and wd. and went sim lim to get a hard disk casing. and the walking kills, because of the shoes.

and some conflicts over money issue is just redundant. we try our best. and that will do can? organising events, is for the purpose of gathering people together. why is it that hard? different individual has got own's thinking so i cant say much too. if you dont agree with me then tell me. i think we can settle it calmly.

it takes time to for everything, yes. so im just gonna be patient with myself.

you know, it just bothers me when you lied.

3:34 PM im counting down to school yet again. school's reopening on the 15th. boring..... haha. new class and new friends again. timetable is out two or three weeks ago. its not as good as the previous sem. but its still nice. hahaha.

and then again, its never something you looked forward to in time to come. the days these past days this week was just rot rot and rot at home. i only had a dinner with ht and ginny so far this week and i've not been to anywhere else.

band chalet is next week. waiting for replies and preparing food next week too. i hope it will be real fun! hahah. (:

oh great recommendation this time. kelly poon's new album! the songs are all nice. you will feel like listening to them again and again. except for a few tracks that give short intro, which doesn't help at all i thought. but, she has got other much better songs other than shakalaka baby. overall, thumbs up!




you told me how great it was to spend time with you.

11:27 PM so my weekdays were all used up helping mom. and sleep. i hardly made myself step out of house for the past week. and attended some used-to-be-interesting practices. i should have just spent my holidays meeting up with friends. it's still the section and music that keeps me going. im not trying to blame anyone for this but if everything can be talk through calmly, all will be fine.

i wish to commit to certain things but sometimes, it just happen to be redundant.

and this morning made me so irritated. due to some reasons, we couldn't get into cc. it wasn't even opened at ten, which usually open at 830(?). something must habe happened to the door opener or whatever hes called. then ab practice was cancelled rather than standing there waiting till you see the sun above. so i went home for a nap. and then overslept.

HOLIDAY.



on the lighter note, had dinner with ahleng, ahchoi, eddie and sis at swensens. hahah. its been quite some time since i went over to their house. and i ended up missing the bus stop and took 14 bus stops ahead. because i thought i would looked out for the petrol station but since i dint see it, so i continued. -.- ended up somewhere near khatib station. i took a detour back and this time round, i asked the driver so i alighted at the right stop.

11:18 PM i bored my sunday away at home - sleeping. the weather was pretty cooling. so i decided to sleep it off. haha. and mommy suddenly felt like cooking mee hoon kway. then i went down to get the flour for her quick. if not she might just change her mind very fast. haha and i had that for dinner.

and to add on, 21st sept was huimei's birthday. haha. had dinner and bought a cake for her and celebrated at her grandma's place. happy 20th! hahah.



also, introduce to you part of the TTL. haha.



helping mom was tired this afternoon. grrr, but its okay. and off to sbw and i borrowed two books to read. its time i step into reading again, since its holiday.

good night. another day tmr.

11:43 PM thanks sharon for the chocos from japan. you see pocky and kitkats. though its not something very expensive, but those flavours are just nice with a capital n! thanks alot. haha.



and went kfc for lunch today. you see, the main point isn't where lunch was at. you know, lishi's good at saying ghost stories too. haha. she made our hair stand when she was saying those stories. haha. and all the jokes were funny too! :D

and dinner was celerating of grandfather's birthday. erm at dad's workplace. haha. no photos taken though i wished to. hahah. next time then.

10:38 PM fri's night was with mdm tan having dinner! :D
hahaha, thanks for your treat.
prawn noodles, satays, bbq chicken wings, suagrcane drink, wuxiang, orh lua, stingray, gonggong, cockles, wanton noodles.





and after, more photos on our own.







































and this ended the night. (: